Well I am at a lost again. I have 4 kids, and each time I worked out and lost a little weight. But now nothing I am doing is working. I am eating 2300 calories a day while working out. I am trying to burn 100 calories. I know not to go less then 2000 calories a day while breastfeeding because it can make your supply go down. But it seams like the days I count and workout my supply does do gone and the days I don’t count I don’t have a problem….
I would like to get down to 135, but I know to start my goals small first. This helps me going and not feeling bad. So I am going to try and hit 160. As of this morning I am 174. The heaviest I have ever been, even while pregnant. It brakes my heart. And I am hungry all the time. I am going to keep working on it, not only working out but loving the skin I am in right now. But I also hate to go shopping right now too. I would love for you all to follow me in my weight lost journey. I am not going to stop. At the end of the day I want to be able to keep up with my boys, have the stamina I need to play with them.
So here is what I am at now. I fit into size 16 pants, XL, tops, 5′ 7″ and 174 lbs. I want to hit size 12 pants, L tops and 160 lbs right now. One say I would love to hit size 10 or 8 back to a M top and 140 lbs. This is me, this is raw.